Letters to God

Hi God,

How are you? I’m really sure you know about me so well more than my self (haha)

well, today I realized something that sometimes I always forget about you and you miss me.

I feel that, God.

And I’m sorry about it. I even shame to my self that I always come to you with this conditions. yeah like I was hurt or loneliness.

I often come to you when I was happy 🙁 poor me. But I always know that Your hug was open in every situation because You’re almighty God.

On this letter, I just wanna say thank you, thank you for every step the way you lead on me.

Thank you for be patience to me, and thank you for reminder me.

Reminder that I have the biggest and one stop solution which is that YOU.

I should no worry, because you’re my strength 🙂

so God, Thank you so much. Thank you for everything!


I love you so Much,


Anastasia Ajeng


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about marriage part 1 [personal thought]

Okay I wanna talk about this. MARRIAGE.

yes another step level about love.

Lately I was so busy to talking mostly mock about my niece wedding (forgive me Jesus!) not only me but my whole family too.

Its because her wedding too much something unimportants do need like the ceremonial etc but her forget about important things to do like arrange about church and anything.

So poor with her.

so in this post I wanna talk it along about this as my thought.

I really wants so bad to be marry someday! REALLY BAD but I don’t want marry if I didn’t ready for anything.

For anything means :

1. Love each other

2. Financial

3. etc

the two top things at above was so important to me. Hey remember you will marry somebody who you will see everyday even you need space to be alone and you will agree to discuss anything with someone you marry. Its the biggest decision in life to marry someone, so I wish we can take the decision with wisely.

I don’t want to push it, If we both still enjoy being together and still feel to want know each other before marriage, you both should delayed it, and If you both feel your financial not ready much so delayed it.

But the both of us should have time agreements! For me 3 until 5 years.

Its so long? No

but you will so much happy when you marry your best friends rather than you marry someone who you know by one night stand or you might be settle you up from your family.

and if you feel ready for two top list above, and you think this is the time to take next time level please put this sentence to your minds first!

The life after wedding is more important than your BIGGEST party you had on your wedding

I had read on WSJ at Saturday, that research said 60% couple divorce from people who had biggest party at wedding,and the rest just couple who had wedding like usual not bigger but not small too.

I don’t said the wedding ceremonial its not important. It is important, for me the important is 2 things

first about wedding licence at church(religion),second about wedding licences at law (country).

That’s enough the other part of wedding is just the way we feel to express our gratitude to every people who support us.

Remember to people who support us

Don’t make our wedding as well known by SUPERSTAR WEDDING to another wedding or make our wedding like race to anyone who haven’t commitment yet or anyone which can get superstar wedding like yours.

For me, legendary wedding or superstar wedding  cant depends by you will make legendary marriage.

some people said about our age problem, how I and my partner delayed this, how to pregnant etc.

I just said, hey this is my life, I’m so proud about it. I’m better waiting than too fast to take and I cant ready enough, its not fair to our kids later. Remember to give the best for family.

I believe heaven or miracle not count or judging by we are marry or not.

How about sins? too long not marriage make you sins.

haha thats stupid theory I think . I will said, so when we marriage we dont have sins?

so cheat is legal on marriage and not sins? the only thing is legal is you can open your “cookie” (for woman) to man who loves you.

But sorry who am I, so I can judge you are sins by you are still couple or you are marriage. So for woman out there who prepare your marriage.

Let us make ourselves ready about two top things above, to sum up,

Make sure you will marry someone who you love so much and so him are and the one who makes you the best,the happiest woman in the world even on bad condition.

Second FINANCIAL, its so shame when you still cant paid the bills for make up, or when your wedding you cant take over the important things such us licenses,catering,transportation,souvenir,accommodation,bands.

Its different case when your both parents give that as present.

so, I wish you choose and prepare wisely.








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Review Book : The Sacred Search by Gary Thomas

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sacred search

The Sacred Search,Pencarian Pasangan Hidup yang Kudus.
Bagaimana jika pertanyaannya bukan tentang siapa yang akan anda nikahi tetapi mengapa anda menikah?

lalu ada taglinenya dibelakang buku “Jangan Menikah Sebelum Anda Membaca Buku Ini”

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A Letter for My Father.

Dear Dad,

New Picture (3)
Me & my lovely Dad

How are you? I’m sorry before, cant tell you directly, I have so many words and I wanna tell with you on here. I haven’t had courage to tell you, I dont want to see you hurt because of my words.

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About Time – Movie

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